Pretty Woman
2010-05-12 00:48Here's my guide to not being an asshole:
- Do something.
- Notice that that something you did upset someone else.
- Apologize.
- Don't do it again.
This applies to all people of all religions and cultures. 1 comment
This goes out to my friend igno
2009-11-26 12:07Here's another item for you to read. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHA! :D
0 commentsCows
2009-11-15 01:24Here's to all meat eaters out there who can't understand why people are vegetarians:
If I had a reason to eat meat, I would. What's yours?
LOL! [[[[[[MUsIC]]]]]]
2009-10-07 19:09Some blah blab blah random thoughts woo! hey! party carnival! JOIN IN!
By the way, I started this awesome website for my own BAND! :D
GRUL(THAT'S ME!!!)'S BANDCAMP SITE
It's just like myspace, only way cooler cause it's so fucking underground you're in china while visiting the site! The problem is that I haven't put any music (apart from a crappy song I only uploaded to test the functionality) there yet. BUT YOU SHOULD DEFINITELY CHECK IT OUT ANYWAY! WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO! MUSIC PARTY!
Sooo, I mainly did this because I think it will help motivate me to really finish songs instead of just making half songs all the time. WOO WOO WAH WAO! CARNEVALE!
GRAZIE!
P(x=2)=1
2009-10-04 17:21Again with the mathematics. I find it - like music, or any other artform for that matter - a good way of expressing feelings without actually saying anything.
2 MINUTE BREAK FROM TYPING
I forgot where I was going with this. Here's what I was doing instead: some kind of game I haven't tried yet.
BONDING
2009-09-24 16:04Here's what I don't get:
0+1+1+1+1+1+2+1+1+1+3+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+2+1+1+3+1+1+1+1+2+1+1+1+2+1+1-1=0
t3rm1n4t0r
2009-09-23 21:06Somewhere in the future...
"Oh Romeo - you're great by the way - why can't it be you and me forever?" *swoon*
- "Sorry Barfolia, I have other business to attend to"
"But Romeo?! I AM PREGANT"
- "Whatever bitch, I don't really like you"
Even Futurer...
"What happened?"
Kamp's List
2009-08-26 22:53Ok, so Schindler had a better name for a list, but I have a better list.
The list of good things in life:
Now when I started thinking about this list I was like "that guy, that guy, that guy, those guys... oh wait, I'm only thinking about people. The list was supposed to be about good things in general." Then I started thinking about songs in the same manner. Then I started thinking about categories in the same manner. Then I realized that the list of good things would be too big :D
Then, to my AVAIL, no matter how much I tried to resist it, I realized that the list of bad things would probably also be too big.
:'(
The list of bad things makes me sad. CHECKIT: :'(
Ohaha. Bad things. Fuck em all :D FUCK BAD WORDS THAT AREN'T USED IN A GOOD WAY! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK THIS WORD :D FUCK FUCK! FUCK HAHAHAH FUCK!
oh fuck! :D FuuuuFCk FUCK! FUCK FUCKING! :D fuck meeeeeee
Deft or daft?
2009-08-13 17:15Always the priorities.
I know what I need to do and I know what I want to do. I want to do other things than I need, but I know that I need to do the things that I need to do in order to survive. There are also things that you both want and need to do. Rare as they may be, but they do exist.
I'm pretty sure if you think about it for a minute you can figure out in which category to put the things that you have on your mind. Then you just have to face the facts and do what you need to do.
Now there are things that you neither need nor want to do, but you do them anyway. There may be different reasons for these: bad habits caused by laziness, bad habits caused by you doing something that was good/fun in the past but your circumstances changed, and of course addiction. There are probably lots of other sub-categories for these, but it doesn't matter much. They all have the same properties: You don't need to do them, and you don't want to do them. (Even though at a glance it might seem like you want to do it, like smoking a cigarette or something like that.)
Of course it can be hard to quit doing something, or replacing one habit with a better one, but it's not impossible. You just have to realize that what you're doing is bad for you and that you, if you think about it, don't really want to do it.
So anyway, I've been thinking over some things in my life, like how I always postpone difficult things or take the easy way out, and I've begun changing the way I think about things. I'm starting to cook proper food more often and when I realize that I should do something (that can be postponed without any larger catastrophe) I try to tell myself to do it right away. It's helping my overall health and I just thought I should share this with you.
Thanks for reading :)
Defects
2009-08-07 02:36Happy people make me happy :)
Sad people make me sad :(
Crazy people make me crazy ;"0
That's what I've learned today, from watching some movies.
Creation
2009-08-06 20:44It's gonna be all right. Right or wrong, who's to decide?
Counting pixels.
I don't really mean this. I'm just in a bad mood.
2009-07-25 21:15I wish you were here... dead.
The more I think about it the more I realize I'm wrong, but I can't accept it. I'm still certain I'm right. Yay for pride...
A THOUGHT :D
2009-07-21 16:10The amount of empathy you can feel is a great way of measuring your own well-being.
0 commentsWell, since you asked...
2009-07-20 00:57Somebody told me this blog was beautiful once. :)
You know how I always type things like "it's getting better and better" about my life? It's true. Always learning new things, developing new skills and so on. This chapter will be about my mental development in the past few weeks:
I won't write about it. I mean... I can't trust you with my innermost feelings, can I? No. Internet is stupid.
Nostalgia
2009-07-17 02:51I'm sad.
So here's the deal:
I was going to type an entry about nostalgia and saving old photos and stuff, but then I remembered my promise to myself, so here's a pointless diary-entry.
Today I went to a driving range with some friends. I haven't touched a golf club in years (this is a lie, but I guess that's how you type these things) so I was a little worried about how I would do. I did fine. In fact, I was surprised by how good I was at that thing. After a while I started getting blisters on my fingers though so I should really get a glove before next time.
Fuck blogging.
Mega sexual
2009-07-10 18:16I am confused
2 commentsADD
2009-06-15 02:52I think I have ADD. :>
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What up?
What am I good at?
2009-06-13 05:50I'm good at: music?
I may not be a TECHINCALLY skilled as I want to, but I have the right feeling, I hope.
What do I really want do do? Music. Computers? What the fuck? Computers is just a means of making money, isn't it? Haha. I want to become a "real musician", travel the worlds and the seven seas, EVERYBODY'S LOOKING FOR SOMETHING. Blahblahblah.
OK, so I'm naturally good at music and languages (basically the same thing). What do I want to do with my life? I want to see the world, people, feel love. Can I do this where I am right now? Not really.
Uhm. I love people.
I just need money. At the moment I have money, but what am I using it for? I'm using it to get to know myself and to see what I really want to do. I'm beginning to feel what I want.
Thank you for reading, I guess. :)
:(
2009-06-12 17:34:(
1 commentHahaha :D
2009-06-11 01:40This is my best blog post ever. It's about shopping.
I was watching Hustle and an old man was shopping for a job they were going to go. I thought to myself "I could do that, lol internet, blah blah blah, frogs". Then I thought "but I usually don't like shopping, it's so hard to make decisions".
Then I realized that people who already have their image set up in their brain don't have to make all those decisions every time they go shopping. They just see something and think "yes/no", while I have to think "oh? maybe? help me! PAAAAAAAANIIIIIIIIIIICCCCCC!". There you have it.
Ha! I'm a fucking genius.
Does this solve any problems? I'm unsure. I just like making these theories up. I'm not even sure I agree with myself. Too many personalities. Bob, bab, bub and bibby!
The Howard Goldman Experience
2009-06-10 02:02One significant other, you say? I say six billion.
Don't forget to care about people on your pursuit to happiness. While some people can take care of themselves, some people can't. Humanity makes me sad sometimes. Oh, and be nice to animals too, unless they are alligators or porcupines or some other evil animal with sharp parts.
Why is it that when people say "Show some humanity", they only mean the nice part of humanity?
Yeah, I'm done.
Some Moar
2009-06-04 12:43I added a "harp" to that song. Fancy that. The link is UPDATED! LOL!
Here's that link (again) It's here, actually.
It's just another melody, nothing fancy. In fact, I liked it better before, but what's done is done. I have to pay the price.
Bleh.
Happy Days
2009-06-03 16:47The sun is shining through the clouds.
Here's a short song I just made.
It's only a minute long, but I can't think of anything else. Mumumumumu mumumumu mumumumumumu. Beauty in a box. Ohlala. More nonsense? You got it. LOLALILULALILOLALILULALILOLALILULALILOLALILULALILOLALILU (That's the bass).
If I could put it in words I wouldn't have made a song. Hehehehehe! :D
BYE! :)
Sweden
2009-06-01 22:45I thought about something, then I changed my mind about it. Here's how it happened.
1. Swedish people are boring.
2. People from the western (the earth is flat and all that) world are boring.
3. People are boring because they want a stable life no matter what ideals they have.
4. What happens after they get a stable life?
5. They forget about their ideals.
6. They live "happily" ever after.
7. I changed my mind again while writing this list.
Funny.
INTERNET MORAN
2009-05-15 08:57I just realized why I'm a vegetarian.
"Why?", you ask.
Because when you eat meat you go through this EXACT process:
meat -> proteins and stuff -> meat
Seems a little stupid, doesn't it?
Hola
2009-05-07 14:43Something blabry bob blob:
I have a THEORY that it's easier to be emotionally detached if you have a bigger working memory. You see if you can only focus on a few things at a time they become your entire world and you get stronger feelings about them. However, if you can focus on other things at the same time you won't feel as much emotion because the other things remind you that... Uh... They remind you that there are other things, so the thing you're doing doesn't feel as important.
Of course there are moments when those who can focus on many things put all their focus on one thing and become emotionally attached, but that's not part of the theory and I don't give two fucks about it.
As for me, lately I've begun feeling more and more emotional about things, and I wonder why. Is it because I'm beginning to feel better about myself in general that I'm letting things affect me or am I just getting stupid? I hope it's the former, because that would make my life a whole lot better.
Oh, and this whole entry is just to make me feel good about myself. It helped. Thanks :D
Is this a rhetorical question?
2009-05-04 20:22Staying true to your beliefs mean you're stupid.
Staying true to your beliefs mean you're not stupid.
Haha. I'm so funny I shouldn't even be allowed on the internets.
The world is black and white, just like this blog. True or false, what else is there? Of course in quantum mechanics true and false can be at the same time.
"Ohlala!" <3
What in the World?
2009-05-04 01:33Most people usually understand that I understand that stuff is stupid, so it's ok. The people who don't understand are fucking stupid anyway and I want nothing to do with them.
I keep talking about change and stuff like that, but what has really changed? I'm a little happier, that's all. In your face mr. Society.
Things I like to do:
- Stay up late at night by myself, playing games, making music, programming... BLOGGING. HA HA HA! INTERNET!
- Most of that stuff, except during the day, and maybe not even alone.
- Drinking beer with my homies down the street yo
- Listening to, and enjoying, bad music.
- Listning to, and enjoying, good music.
- Movies, stuff.
- NOT MAKING LISTS OBVIOUSLY, I'M ALREADY BORED WITH THIS BULLC*RPET (Is carpet really a bad word? Who knows? *shrug*)
- Shrugging (especially when sebbz is around, becaus he laughs every time I do it)
Once upon a time in Gothen City (We really should change the official English name to this) I was thinking about life... Boring.
In other news: Brain surgery is actually a metaphor for therapy. 0 comments
THIS IS HOW I TWIT
2009-05-03 14:51I just woke up, you... You superfuckers.
0 commentsDarwin Ducks
2009-05-02 14:07I keep wondering what's important in life and every time I find an answer I realize that it's not that simple and I have to start over again. Buuuuuut, I'm beginning to take life seriously and I try to do "the right thing".
OH RIGHT. I'm wondering what "the right thing" is. I'm not sure if there are people who feel genuinely happy by making other people suffer. I'm talking here OF COURSE about the BURDEN OF MONEY. THE CAPITALIST NIGHTMARES.
I think I lost it again, here are some random thoughts:
You know why I don't like writing things? Maybe I should read more of that suicide chick. Veronica? No, I don't know. Stream of consciousness. Oh and I do like writing things, but I don't like the part where you have to make the sentences make sense. Make sencentes make sente.
QUOD ERAT FACIENDUM
You OK?
2009-04-20 22:04This is great. Some people might consider this SNEAKY or even DECEPTIVE, but I know better and I would say that it's completely nice and even GREATLY AWESOME. We're on top of the game, so to speak, and we're not letting anything stop us. Not ever.
On another note: Do you remember how I said most of my life is on the internets with tubes and whatnot? It may still be a little true, but the internets have let me down once too many and lately there hasn't been much of them in my life. The problem is that I replaced them with sinful living. Alcohol and "indiscriminate mixture" with the fairer ladies in our city. This may be a bit exaggerated and not really a problem at all, since I'm already getting bored with it. I just thought I'd let you know.
PS. Yep.
Sunny
2009-04-01 13:14The sun shining on my internet wires makes me giggly. I feel it's a good day to go exploring the real world and see what it has to offer.
TODO: Stuff like hanging in the sun, pretending to be a sorcerer, complaining about the hardships of life, enjoying the good things in life, going swimming.
TONOTDO: Sharpen the edges of all my glasses to the point where drinking without tasting your own blood is impossible.
TOWHATEVERIDOWHATIWANT: Yeah, that's it.
Meet you OUT THERE! WOAH!
Cliffhangers
2009-03-26 18:01Cliffhangers in Music; Good or Bad?
Master Thesis in Advanced Music Theory
The music has always been important to us. Beginning with some tribe drums blablablablalbalbalba blah blab. blah.
You know how annoying it is when a tv show ends with a cliffhanger? It's just a cheap trick to get people to watch the next week. It works though, so I guess we'll never lose that.
Now cliffhangers in music, trance music in particular, is another story. You don't have to wait for a week to hear the end of the song, so is this a good thing? I don't think so.
What I'm talking about is when the song builds up for a while, but doesn't climax. Instead there's a stupid interlude that noone ever intended to listen to, but it's part of a good song so it can't really be helped. YOUR BRAIN WANTS TO HEAR THE REST OF THE MELODY. THE MUSIC CREATES A CRAVING IN YOUR HEAD.
Yeah ok, that's about it. I can't be bothered to explain, because what inspired me to write this LOG ENTRY was that I listened to Darude. Isn't that just great?
In other news: Lalalalala lalalala lala la la la.
Boa Constrictor
2009-03-17 11:43Time...
How free can you be?
I'm not even bored.
You know what bugs me? Borders... and orders. Definitions, limits, labels, prisons.
New "news"-news.
Next: Fiction.
"Mhm" -"..."
2009-02-24 18:34I won't go in to any details.
I can not fully grasp the situation, but I'll try to solve the puzzle piece by piece. It would be easier if the number of pieces had an upper bound, but I'll try to catch up.
That's it.
Super Features <-_->;
2009-02-12 02:05I added a FEATURE to this WEBSITE :D:DD.D.D.d
BE THE FIRST ONE TO CHECK... I MEAN CHECK! IT! OUT!
Berlin, Germany, 2007-01-27
2009-02-10 03:57I just thought I'd tell you what I did in 2007...
Yup, I was there.
Earlier the same night... I hadn't really planned for this, but it was an experience I'll remember for a while.
Once again the internet is filled with nice surprises. :)
4k RESOLUTION
2009-02-09 14:58I would make a pie chart in paint if I had the time.
I made it. It's accurate to the pixel.
I'm going to make the R piece bigger and the other parts smaller (I sleep a little too much too). See you in the FUTURE~~~
Relatively Midnight
2009-02-02 23:39I saw this clip about some archaeologists filling an ant colony with some sort of cement to study it's structure.
While this is interesting and all what caught my ear was that they said "Everything looks like it's been designed by an architect, a single mind". I don't really know what to say about this sentence except it's stupid, but it made me think that our brain may be a bit like an ant colony. Just like an ant colony it's a big network of simple individuals working together. Most of which have no idea why they're doing what they're doing, but there is a clear goal if you see it as a whole. If you look at our society you can see similarities. We mind our own business and by doing that we affect the lives of the people around us.
PAUSE
Now you can make an argument that better (faster? internet! am i late? /slowpoke. WHY YES YOU ARE LATE! BUT CAN WE GO FASTER?!! SUPER INTERNET? TELEKINESIS? MEGA TRANSFORMERS TELEPORT CHAT?!) ways of communicating is important to speed up the development of our society.
You can also make an argument that if you care about yourself you care about everyone else in that you share a common goal of which you may not be aware, but still... SOME DEEP SHIT RIGHT HERE :D
BAAAAI ^^;;
Little Red Riding Hood
2009-01-27 18:22Her brother, Robin, was a drunk. He used to sit around at home with his little (if by little I mean big) bottle (if by bottle i mean barrel) of homebrew beer, singing songs about his glory days as a young gangsta in the "Sherwood Gang".
Bitch, you ain't got me hard
I saw you last night with my bard
If I catch you again, you better...
you better...
At this point he usually passed out, which is a reason why his songs never became famous. Another reason is that they're all horrible rap covers of old folk songs.
Now the moral of the story is: No matter how lazy you are, never teach your younger sister to brew your beer for you or she'll poison it just to shut you up.
PS. Then the wolf goes "BLALRLBARBLRLBARLBRARGHHALBLGH" and the audience cheers.
The Quest
2009-01-05 10:22If you see a man get beaten up do you think "That sucks" or do you think "Holy shit, those are two complex structures built up of billions of tiny particles interacting only by a small set of rules. And those complex structures are in turn interacting with eachother based on a completely different set of rules that are in fact derived from the simple rules of the small particles"?
Yeah, me too, but you should remember that the world is beautiful.
Hassan
2009-01-04 13:39
This is probably great if you know arabic, since it has 5 stars.
Blaggerweb
2008-12-31 02:00I've been tonight. Yeah, great! Happy night!
DOTA LOL!
Another See-through
2008-12-23 04:56It's time to set foot in the real world. I'll WRITE THAT DAMN COCKSUCK MATH EXAM AND THEN I'LL NEVER (UNTIL I REALLY WANT TO) SET FOOT ON THAT CURSED GROUND THEY CALL CHALMERS CURSED UNIVERSITY OF CURSED TECHNOLOGY. CURSED! CUUUUUUUUURSED!
I will throw leather at anyone who dances for nine hours straight. No kidding.
What I'm saying is that I NEED (capital N, E, E, D) to do something else with my life than studying. I'll force myself to get a job by not registering for any courses this spring, then I'll get bored and get a job. For sure. Or I'll just get a job before I get bored. I'm becoming insane. That song is a piece of lesbian cock crab by the way. If you're unsure what I'm talking about it's this:
I'M BECOMING INSAAAAAAAANE. IN SANE! I'M BECOMING INSANE! INSANE! Heheaheahah heahhahahah ah haha haha ah aha hahhahah ahahha haaaaaa. ha! Now whose pants am I wearing? Was that a submarine? Oh yeah?! Hahahaha, It's time for me to rest.
Merry Christmas and a jolly 27th of December. The submarine (It's the error sound of my... Oh, never mind) is back for me so I better head upstairs.
G'bai
*.__
/P \ THIS GUY IS WAY TOO DRUNK
/____\ FOR HIS OWN GOOD
\_/Q.Q
(___o_) WHY?
/ /_|_\ I REALLY DON'T KNOW
\_____/
I wanna m m
2008-12-22 04:29Everything was easy, then it got harder. What can I say? I liked easy and I hope that it can be easy again some time, but I suppose I have to deal with the hard things too.
Germany, Joan Michael, canned goods.
A thing that has puzzled me for a while is the reason we still cook our own food. I'll talk more about this some other time.
Juno Reactor - [Gods & Monsters #07] Tanta Pena
Vertically Challenged
2008-12-17 22:33Here are my two latest and greatest creations in the world of music. The first one is a bit funky and if you push your mind really hard you can find it eerie. I give it 3 out of 5 broken headlights.
grul - god food
The second one is a happier tune with a slight feeling of the upcoming holiday. It has influences in the retro video game music industry and one might say that it too is funky. I give it 4 out of 5 christmas trees, not taken into account that it's very short.
grul - panda love
Hugs for everyone! :)
PS. This message was automatically generated BY MY BRAIN! AUTOBRAIN!
Fleischrausch
2008-12-16 18:05Yeah, I'm feeling a little better about the situation. A little. Better :)
0 commentsJack and Jane
2008-12-16 15:22Two of my friends, "Jack" and "Jane", have had some stupid argument for a LONG time now and it's really getting on my nerves.
As I've understood it, Jack has treated Jane in a way that Jane doesn't approve of and he doesn't really know what he's done. Jane has strong feelings about this, but for some reason she won't tell him what's bothering her. I'm guessing it has to do with her wanting him to feel something about it, but he can't, because he's not sure what it's about.
I'm pretty sure Jane wants to solve this and I know Jack wants to, but I get the feeling that Jane thinks Jack only wants to get it out of the way and get everything back to "normal" as soon as possible. The problem with this is that Jane has strong feelings about something and before she can let go of this situation she needs Jack to understand what the problem is.
Now you may ask yourselves why I care about this. Well, it's affecting all the people around Jack and Jane, including myself. Social situations are becoming weird on a whole new level because you always have to worry about those two not being at the same place at the same time. If you're planning some sort of social event you have to decide which one of them you're inviting, and you have to worry about the other one not feeling left out etc. There's constantly a hint of anger in their mood lately, which doesn't really suit any of them and it's bringing everyone down (it may not be by much, but I'm sure it's affecting most of us in a negative way).
So if you could please stop avoiding each other and talk about this (yes, in real fucking life, with emotions and all) everything would be much better. Thanks.
OVER
2008-11-16 14:34Hello, I am a radio communicator guy. I say things like OVER and OUT.
0 commentsNote to Self
2008-11-13 02:06You don't really have to read this, it's just nonsense, and it's very long. (THIS WASN'T MEANT FOR ME, OK? I STILL HAVE TO READ IT)
Take... No. Make a looooooong break, then come back with greater impact than ever before. FUCK YEAH! ROCKNROLL!
Hey, it's getting late, you should go to sleep now. Drink some water, brush your teeth, watch that new Bleach episode and then fall asleep. JUST FUCKING DO IT!
The question isn't how do i shot web, the question is why do i shot web? Web is icky 'n' sticky and every girl will say "EWWW! GROSS!", but baman will say "thas cool" and thas cool! BAMAN! DID I HURT YOU? I MEANT TO HEART YOU!
Soo, that's the kind of thing you don't want to do. Except you do want to do it, and that's great. Never mind the other crap, you can take care of that tomorrow.
In OTHER NEWS: Ibuki plays the Moonlight Sonata, but he doesn't do it to my liking. You know there are interpretations and then there are "interpretations". The former is great, because that's just filling up the holes created by a slightly inadequate language. The latter can be compared to you taking an evening course in korean for a month and then going to work as an interpreter for Ban Ki-moon. Except of course you wouldn't be responsible for any world wars by misinterpreting a piece of music... Or would you? On the other hand, with this reasoning you might as well start a world war or two by sitting in front of your TV, doing no interpretation at all, so it kind of falls on its own sword.
I... Right, I didn't forget the note. BREAK. I know what I mean. It's less of a break and more of a just continue the way it is going to be in the beginning. It's like a long pause from everything important, leaving only the most basic parts. Then when the time comes, and you'll probably feel this yourself, you just release yourself and do everything at the same time. What happens next I don't know.
Oh, and I also caught myself caring for people I've never even met while I watched a video on youtube. I wasn't sure I could still do that, but then I did and it felt kind of good. I think I might be on to something this time.
Personal Interests
2008-11-10 17:56Big, small, long, broken and then to top it all off, beautiful.
That's as far as I've gotten, but I need to learn about the random ones and whatever else there may be.
The random ones are boring, but they help make the whole more interesting. Also, in your search for random ones you might find good compliments to the rest.
I'm talking, of course, about the sounds that make up a psytrance song.
SUPER GABBER SAW SAW SAW SAW SAW
2008-11-02 14:47This is a terrible song I just made. I REALLY tried to get the little child in synch with the rest, but I guess I didn't care enough. I mean, I even tried playing a different note once. ONCE.
Here's the deal: GRUL - SCARF CARD. Yeah, MEGA!
PS. This is a hardcore gabber hardstyle mega power super gabber song. I make these when I need to feel appreciated by the internet. BYE! :D
MEEEEEGA! SUUUPER! MEGA SUPER MAN!
2008-11-02 11:11Pew pew pew, shot the laser. How do I shot laser? SHOT? HALLO? HOW DO I SHOT BOOMERANG? HOW DO I SHOT MEGA BLASTER? HOW DO I SHOT BUBBLE?
In other news: I think we should make a game with guns and stuff. Yeah, guns! You know what makes a good game? Content. You know what guns are? Content. ERGO: GUNS ARE GOOD! :D Yeah, I failed the logics course. FUCK SHIT ASS! Next time... NEXT TIME!11
GOD FORSAKEN HOLY MOTHER OF JESUS CHRIST THE LOGIC COURSE WAS THE EASY ONE AND I FAILED IT BECAUSE... BECAUSE... BECAUSE NOTHING! HAHAHAHA I WILL FUCKING KILL THAT COURSE WITH MY BEAR HANDS (YEAH, I SAID BEAR).
BYE NOW
Ups and Downs
2008-10-30 19:24Lately there's been more downs than ups, but I have a good feeling about today. I've started studying again after taking a break for 22 weeks (Yeah, I didn't study much last period) and I enjoy it. I'm currently learning Haskell for the course in functional programming and it seems like a great language. I found this funny, but still very informative tutorial and it's really helping. I just wish there would be more exercises and not just explanations of everything. Oh well, you can't have everything, can you?
I have to reboot my server now, see you later :)
Brand New Server
2008-10-29 16:39I LIED! HA!
This server is the same old server as always, but now with more hard disk space because I removed all (337, of which 330 or so were spam) comments. I also added a mega robot finder 3000 feature to reduce the amount of spam. So if you really feel that you need to comment you have to pass the TRIALS OF AGONY AND PAIN.
Thanks to sebbz or nicke g... I'm not sure who to thank. Maybe I'll just thank myself.
May the spork be with you.
The Seven Dwarves of Istanbul
2008-10-28 22:09The first little dwarf was always nice, smiling and laughing, but a heart of ice.
The second dwarf was good and clean, you'd be amazed at what he'd seen, but when it came to "real emotion", he'd give you up for a promotion.
The third one helped you, were you blue, he'd sit and hear your problems through, tell you that you're doing fine, but only cause he has no spine.
The fourth was crazy from the start, there never was a normal part.
The fifth was hardcore to the bone, but he had problems of his own, he'd sit for days without a thought, not even remembering that we fought.
The sixth of the small was actually quite tall, he'd show you his body for alcohol, making you look at the other wall.
The seventh and last was small and fast, fast in the bed, but in contrast: he was slow in the head with no exams passed.
:'(
Hehehehehheheehe! This doesn't make any sense at all. LOVE AND KISSES! :D
But on Monday...
2008-10-25 04:07People are too grown up.
I missed a part of growing up. The part where you stay up late with your friends and do irresponsible things. The part where you're in between being taken care of by your parents and taking care of yourself.
I realized that I usually don't plan ahead much, while my friends always have plans for tomorrow morning, tomorrow afternoon or they have work on monday so they "can't" stay up all night playing video games or doing some other irresponsible thing.
Also, I need to get rich and get a butler or a maid, because I'm very bad at cleaning and doing the dishes and things like that. Besides, it's no fun, so I wouldn't want to do it, even if I got good at it.
Here's my plan:
- Work less than 8 hours per day, maybe 3 or 4... or none
- Get rich
- Have fun in my spare time
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I'm great, thanks for asking
2008-10-09 23:00I just wanted to tell you that I'm fucking awesome.
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2008-10-08 23:38Dear Diary...
What I've done today:
- Overslept for five hours.
- Studied HARD for five minutes.
- Had a smoothie with kpe, but he had an apple pie and no smoothie.
- Shopped 'til I dropped.
- Dropped.
How about that? Now I have to eat some more things (I already did it, but this blag post took forever to write) 0 comments
Internal Affairs
2008-09-29 05:59I'm a little confused right now. Let me do this the way I usually do. Fine.
When you meet someone there are a few layers of that person that you see or don't see. The first thing you see is their physical appearance. Then you see the way they act. Then you'll gradually see more and more of what they feel.
Now I've been asking myself if the feelings are really that important? I'm not sure where I am going with this, but sometimes (almost all the time) it feels like people are acting differently than they feel and it's been annoying me. I wonder why I'm annoyed by this because there is no real rational reason. At least not in the cases I'm talking about. If people want to improve their "image" by doing nice things, why can't I just accept that they did something nice? All they are doing is being the person that they want to be instead of the one they are, and that shouldn't be a bad thing, should it?
Have you ever heard a song that had all the elements of a beautiful song, but you couldn't feel it was beautiful? Did you say "This song is beautiful" or did you say "This song isn't beautiful"? I think we should trust our feelings in these situations. About the human behavior I really can't tell, but my feelings (ha) tell me it's basically the same thing and that I should be annoyed.
I get this feeling about most people and I suppose that sometimes it's genuine feelings, but... eh... I don't know. I just wish people would be more honest.
(Also, I like graphjam.com)
Ika I Rutan
2008-09-23 02:58Another youtube entry... She's awesome so it can't be helped.
Now I'm late for my appointment with mr. bed once again. What to do? I'll watch another episode of BECK (It's not a Swedish movie, it's an anime about a kid who learns to play the guitar) and then decide what to do. I suppose I might fall asleep doing so, but then I won't have to make any decision, will I?
TOODELOO SUCKERS!
PS. I've thought some about that thing/the moon/spiders/whatever, and I still don't have any clues. It's complex (Ha! I gave it a 7, just because it made me laugh).
Oh, News!
2008-09-16 15:38Let me try something new...
The video doesn't even load for me, but I suppose it's just temporary.
Why do I like this song so much? Why can I listen to it for a whole 7 minutes without getting bored once? It's not even THE BEST SONG EVER. I guess you can't listen to it without getting bored. WE ARE SO DIFFERENT, YOU AND ME! Are we? Not really. Bye!
I DON'T FEEL SHIT
2008-09-15 00:08Emo Content Warning
Hello dear,
I'm writing you to say that I feel like shit because I don't feel shit. How are you today? I want something, but I'm not sure what, and it's driving me insane.
PLOT TWIST: MOOD SWINGS
Yeah so I'm pregnant again, but I'll just blame that other girl and I'll be fine.
PLOT TWIST: IN BEFORE THE END OF TIME
On a related note I feel that the "light" has begun fading and there's not much left of it. I brought some oil to feed it, but the oil wouldn't burn for some reason. I tried talking to myself but it was boring. Last night I met someone else and we entertained eachother for a while. Then I thought to myself: Why should I bother with this girl? Obviously she doesn't like me, because she's drinking water and I'm drinking beer.
TWIST OF PLOTS: The plot thickens III
Now that I've cleared some things up by writing about them in a way that I really shouldn't I'll be on my way. How do you know if it's poisonous before you try? Look it up in a book? I wish it was that simple.
Did you kno the black widow has made it to Sweden and it's here to stay. I used to think that there were no poisonous spiders here, but I guess times change. I sure hope they do.
Water, Ice, Vapor
2008-09-14 17:05I feel suspended between worlds, can I be a part of both or do I have to choose one? How do they interact with each other?
Where am I in all this? Suspended in space, floating away. Are there other worlds out there? I'm afraid something bad will happen and I don't know what I can do to stop it. What should I do? A moon, reflecting the light of the past, brings hope of the future.
Thanks and good bye
Happy is for Hobos
2008-09-09 15:10Hello Friend,
I feel like I should have wasted my life on something meaningless. By wasted I mean spent, and by meaningless I mean something that you can't make money off of. No, I'm quite content with my life as it is.
Heheheh, I saw a movie yesterday and it wasn't very good, but it made me a little happy.
I have a cold and I'm enjoying it, except when my nose got sore from too much wiping. I've had some time to think about things that I want to do and I've realized that there are many things that I haven't yet tried. I will try them as soon as I get well (if school doesn't take too much time). While I usually have much time to think about things like this, I don't usually do. Well I do, but in a different way. I'm not sure why, or how, but I know that I like it.
*cough*
I want to hug you noooooow. Everyone. ESPECIALLY YOU!
/grul
MY GENITALS ARE ROTTING AWAY
2008-09-02 18:20OK HERE'S THE DEAL! I JUST LEARNED A FACT!
I ALWAYS DO MY LAUNDRY IN 100 [45] DEGREES HOT WATER AND I LEARNED THAT IT'S UNHYGIENIC TO WASH UNDERWEAR IN LESS THAN ONE HUNDERED 50 DEGREES WASHING WATER. MY DICK ROT IS SPREADING TO MY LUNGS AND I CAN'T BREATHE UNDERWATER!
OH HOLY SHIT!
Seeing as this is a worldwide problem I thought I'd spread the INFORMATION on batweb.
[45] It's a scale from FAHRENHEIT to NOTHING.
Heed my Call Landlubbers
2008-08-20 19:57I saw this guy Captain Fail. His name was Captain Fail. He was 56 years old and had a "boat" of his own, but LITTLE DID HE KNOW OF THE DANGERS OF THE SEA!
This is the captain, and he's ready to fail.
A 60 Million Dollar Horse
2008-08-20 04:27Holy shit! I can't sleep! DOCTER! DACTAUR! DUCKDOR! I HELP MYSELF TO SLEEP! WOO!
SubConsciousMind - MyMusic :)
SubConsciousMind - Hector The Dark :)
SubConsciousMind - (Out-In)Side
SubConsciousMind - iRemberem oGa
Clob blabababa shwoop slam pfft piyuw ghu ghu ghu. I love you MiSTER SUBCONSCiOUSMiND. The album Intermezzo is the best thing that's happened to me in 24 hours. Probably more.
Hawa hawa. I almost finished watching Gankutsuou (The Count of Monte Cristo-anime). I have five more episodes to watch and I really must say that it's a beautifully drawn (look down for MOAR about TAiG:NK*) anime with a captivating story (ha ha ha). As of now I'd give it 19 out of 24 bungee jumpers, which coincidentally is the exact number of episodes I've watched so far.
I like this thing Y'ALL!
*TAiG:NK (The Animation is Great: No Kidding) It took a while for me to get used to the style, but then I realized it's beauty and I WAS AMAZED I TELL YOU! DEAR GOD OF JESUS H. CHRIST I WAS BLOWN AWAY LIKE A HAMSTER. I couldn't find any super awesome clips on youtube, but I found this (oh wow, spoilers). Ahahaha, it's a very good video with GUNS N' ROSES! FUCK YEAH! BUT WAIT IT'S NOT A HARD SONG IT'S A BALLAD, OH NOES I'M SO SAD *CRY CRY CRY MY EYES OUT*. Oh well, it was the best video I could find.
Well well well, mr. Anderson. This took longer than I expected and you leave me no choice but to put you to sleep. NO! WAIT! DON'T DO IT! HOLY MOTHER OF JESUS! YOU'RE PUTTING ME TO SLEEP? Fine.
Bye bay mister A.
Theme Song
2008-08-17 03:05Someone sang a song and it was nice. I'm up late as usual but I'm slowly fading into sleep. Binary SLEEP. BLIP BLOP BLAP, IT'S TIME TO TAKE A NAP.
Ah, the point was "occupy my brain". I don't know about the rest of the lyrics, or even if MISTER OSBOURNE was singing about what I'm thinking about. See he was think. shi. singing "can you help me occupy my brain" which doesn't make sense in this context: Lornyles
So anyway what I'm trying to say is that loneliness isn't that bad if you keep yourself occupied. It's what they (the voices in my head that don't really talk out loud, but rather imply things by sending electrical signals through the synapses) call manageable. I'm just saying... I don't even feel lonely today, even though I've been alone for a good 23 hours.
Uhhhh. I'm beginning to think that I think too much, but I don't, and I quite like thinking.
Buuh-bye *<@:D
Better
2008-08-14 21:38I had fun yesterday. bye :D
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2008-08-13 17:26The last two or one or some thirteen days (I forgot) have been shit, and I am now a new man. Starting today I'll be more human (egoistic).
I've lived my life until this point primarily thinking about other people than myself, but now I've given up on humanity and thus I shall rule the world in a dictatorship like no other. Have fun knowing me, fuckers.
A male friend
2008-08-13 17:23
Como un hermano como una hermana
Mi compañiera mi amor
Te necesito te quiero tanto
Quiero sentir tu calor
sparta 3000 soldairs
2008-08-10 11:33I picked my battle with this giant warlord god of the persia and then he attacks me with a spar and shot my wound ?? i put his head on the ground with a friend and then there was pie for everyone.
I'm trying harder now. I had a bad dream which I enjoyed. I turned on all the lights in a basement to waste someone's money. Ha ha ha! TERRORISM! I also did some other stupid things like emptying the tire of a bike and starting some kind of submarine thing (it was a dream allright, some things didn't make much sense).
Hahahaha TERROR
T E R R O R IST, THE TERRORIST (May not be the best source or even the right song, but I can't be bothered looking for it any longer. suck my shaaAaaAaaaark! I AM A DICK!)
MoAR COADE!111111 MEGGA FEATURE
2008-08-05 01:46I MAKED AN FETOURE FOR WEBSIZED: :D:D
CLICK HERE FOR FEATARU (IT SHOAWS ALL PRAYVIS BLEG ENTRYS I WRITTENED (ITS WAS STOPED LIMIT TO 10 ENITRES ON ARE WEBSIET BEFOURE THIS MEGA FATURE))
ok...
I'll do my best to fix the CSS SUPER DESIGN CODE for "all browsers" some day. Worst day ever (not really, I was just a little sad and bored for no particular reason (really, no reason (REALLY (STOP BUGGING ME OR I WILL SNEAK UP ON YOU WITH A MOTHERFUCKING SWORD AND CUT YOUR FEET OFF)))) I'm going to sleep soon.
What if...
2008-08-04 17:59I can't write about this, but I know what I mean, and it scares me.
:(
So Far a Theorist
2008-08-04 01:41I should shower more.
You see, I always get "good" ideas in the shower. Take for example yesterday, I thought about writing a text on why good music sounds good and why bad music sounds bad. I thought of it like a movie. You need to have a good main plot, and if you add some side plots it's good, but if you add too much it'll be messy. You can make a tragedy, comedy or anything like that and you'll probably have a main theme.
Now I'm not sure how to apply this to composing the greatest music that's ever been made, but I'll think about it and I'll definitely get back to you if I come up with something worth putting on display.
The hard part about music is that it's so damn subjective. Everyone has their own taste and in many cases it's a part of a lifestyle. Even if people won't admit it I'm pretty sure that they're not just listening to what sounds good. They're listening to what sounds good and meets certain other criteria.
So the bottom line is: I'm just taking notes, considering the possibilities...
Dear Diary
2008-08-01 12:29I was going to vuuv, but I ended up in Malmö.
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2008-07-27 00:36I like programming computer games.
I like programming computer demos.
I'm not a HUEG FANS of creating other programs.
You see, most other applications are tools for simplifying tasks. I think it's great and all, but I like to be creative myself instead of helping others being creative. Do you get my point? I want to be able to enjoy what I've created directly and whatnot.
(For those not familiar with the term demo in this context it's a short movie with beautiful, often abstract, art an music)
Games and demos on the other hand are complete. It's like happiness. You use other things in life to achieve happiness, but once you're happy, you don't need anything else.
Life's so beautiful. Happiness is beautiful. Computer games are beautiful. Demos are beautiful.
SO I MAY BE EXAGGERATING A LITTLE, BUT I MEAN THAT OTHER APPLICATIONS ARE BORING AND SHOTPLOT AND I WANT TO CREATE SOMETHING FINAL. A REAL PRODUCT. NOT JUST A TOOL TO CREATE OTHER PRODUCTS.
I think I like demos the most. Or games. I'm not sure. I like using other applications to create my ART. HAHA I AM AN ARTIST. HAHAHA HA HA. I SEE IT SO CLEARLY NOW. I AM ONE. THE ONE. HA HA HA HA HA! INTERNET!
Aaaaaaanyway, here are two great demos:
Lifeforce by Andromeda Software Development
Debris by Farbrausch
ON ANOTHER NOTE: This guy is a part of the internet _:D _:D _:D _:D _:D
FOR YOUR ENJOYMENT
Hahahha, FOR YOUR ENJOYMENT. ENJOY THIS: :DDDDDDDDDDDDddddddddddddddddddddd
Artificial Intelligence... Or is it?
2008-07-24 01:10I just had a little chat on the CLOUDSPHERE about some big things in my life, and I realized two or three things:
1. First of all I want to be a musician. Why, I have no idea.
2. Second I want to be a programmer, because I'll get a job that I won't be bored with 40h/week.
3. Both of the above.
It's all starting to make sense. I'm just wondering when I will have time for traveling. Maybe next year. I want to visit Japan.
Tomorrow I'll get my new loudspeakers and then I'll go see the new Batman movie with OlaG.
<3
/GRUL
The Q-Word
2008-07-20 15:31When I'm going to bed I usually think about things like:
"I'm like a black girl in a white girl's body"
Also, last night when I had taken a shower in the morning and thought about making a new webcomic with a continuous plot I played some ONLINE GAMES (THE FUTURE).
I've watched 3366 videos on youtu-web (when logged in) since February 13 2007.
I also had a dream in which I had some binoculars. Great stuff.
Bi-bi~~~~~~~DESULATOR
ON THE CLOCK OR YOU'RE OUTTA HERE
2008-07-13 22:17First of all:
"We are very pleased to inform that you have been admitted to a Master Programme at Chalmers University of Technology, starting 1 September, 2008 You are expected to attend the OBLIGATORY Reception and Registration Day."
Great news. I was getting a little worried (since I know I haven't completed all the prerequisites) that I would have to get a job or something.
Second of a... ALL? This is just a part of the universe, everything and internetians bloglessness. Second of this entry:
I'm sad to announce that I've never had a real job. I've never really had the need for it. I've had everything I wanted handed to me by my LOVED (not often I use this word, but in English people use it all the time, so I might as well... I wouldn't say it in Swedish though, because then I'd mean it, and it would be awkward) parents. This has put me in a bit of a situation. I'm very bad at getting a job and I'll stay in school for as long as the education lasts.
So after putting the blame of my unwillingness to go look for a job on my parents I'd like to say that I've realized that I'll just have to do it anyway, but right now (as usual) I don't need a job, and so I will postpone the process of getting one until I feel more comfortable with it or I really have to do it.
I'm sure it's easier than I think, but I'm a bit careful doing new things. At least things that can affect my life.
Kisses, hugs and lulz for everyone :)
Punchy Kick
2008-07-13 18:48Reasons I listen to music:
- I'm bored
- I'm happy
- I'm sad
- I feel like dancing
What music makes me feel:
- Bored
- Happy
- Sad
- Like dancing
- Like I'm running around in an industrial area with a gun in my hand, being chased by police dogs and trigger happy officers.
The Holy Shit
2008-07-13 16:12I had a dream this morning. It was about people, water, piss, shit and sleeping on uncomfortable places.
The same day were all the fountains of the great deep broken up, and the windows of heaven were opened, and the rain was upon the earth forty days and forty nights.
All this happened before my dream, so the world was covered in water. However, some rebels of the depths had gone against the will of Al Mighty and continued living on the surface. Not the surface of the water, mind you, but the surface of the Earth. It was some sort of hippie camp, similar to that of a festival and everyone was loving and caring and... Wait, what? No, everyone was acting as usual and some people were upset over little things and blah blah.
ANYWAY, my point is: I was bored and I wanted to write something on the Internets.
Red or Blue?
2008-07-09 21:57This is a theory about why people spend their free time the way they do. A theory.
In short: People who are more content with their lives and the world tend to enjoy more realistic TV shows, movies and computer games and vice versa.
I know (almost) everyone feels sad at times and that there are many things that you would like to change about the world. What I'm saying is that if you like these realistic shows and games, you're overall happy with how the world is and would probably think that the effort it would take to change it wouldn't be worth it.
People who, on the other hand, like more imaginative entertainment tend to be less than content with how the world works and maybe their own lives.
And if you think about it in terms of dreaming away to another place it all makes sense. Except of course for people who dream away into horror movies etc. They're just fucked up.
Again, it's a theory.
I guess I'm like Neo on this one.
Politics for Everyone
2008-07-09 18:31Me and sebbz started working on a game.
http://code.google.com/p/negativespace/
It's a space shooter, but right now it's more of a spaceship-alien-friendship simulator, and you don't even have any weapons. I like it this way, but it gets a little boring playing it for more than 10 hours straight.
There's a moth on my wall.
§12 - MubDude
2008-07-06 18:50Live music (good (very) music), rocky mountains, good feelings and too much beer. Overall a good night.
WHAT AM I? WHAT AM I?
So anyway, here's an Audio Unit/VSTi plugin that emulates the sounds of an NES. I think Tyskland recommended it to me some year ago or so, and sometimes I just "plug it in" and enjoy the beautiful sounds. Eh?
Blop blip blop blap. bzzt, blip blop blep blop bop-plop plap plip. beep. boop. bzzt kxckzcht.
Pursuit of Interests
2008-07-04 03:34I'm just taking a break, I haven't given up. We'll see if I still have the same goals when this is over. What I'm trying to say here is that being rational is the only way something good can come out of this. At least for the moment.
What a lie.
Who said that?
...
Hello?
I guess I'm alone again. I'll see what I can do about this problem. I'll get back to you as soon as my lives are in sync again. Probably sooner, but it won't do us any good. Will it?
Night.
Me so sad
2008-07-04 00:01I never loved anyone.
This may or may not be a lie.
So I made this online logbook to write longer and less thoughtful entries than in my previous blag, but I seem to fail at this, and I forgot to make a preview function for the new entries so I'll just have to see how this ends up with all the random html crap I'm adding. I should make some BBcode thing for this, but I'll save that for a rainy night in November. :)
entry[0].replace(':)','<img src="/img/verbose/smiley.png"/>')
EDIT: I may have missed a ') at the end of that code snippet i wrote. And entry[0] still contains the date and not the text body. I could fix it, but I won't, because I'd like the date to display a smiley on the day we start using )s as numerals. Also, the smiley.png file doesn't even exist :( 0 comments
RSS
2008-07-03 14:52There's now an RSS feed available. Woo! You want a link?
Here's a link for you: <@ hr€F="hTTp:\\Gru£.NU/V3Rb05e/FE3D">
Internet
2008-07-03 14:25My new blag (this one) is up and running. It's going to be super awesome, but at the moment it only has minimal functionality. I'll have to remind myself to add an RSS feed and some gaytarded design.
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